the new one

this is the last time.

2009-03-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

Applauseee!

finally, a long hiatus and im back.
I think its time, i add pictures, and stuff to enhance this crappy thing

its time to make my page stand from at least another blog, from this 100 billion-paged web world.
gosh.
all the crap you have to handle when you google.

I had to rush to the eventful destination of saturday morning - SCHOOL.
and i must say, this time i didn't have to run to the bus stand as i normally would and excusing it as a"workout" to mummy.

And i wasn't late.
YAY!
So, havoc still came ( though honestly,without the makeup, and shoes, and occasional arrogance, she's nice enough (: , i might wanna be nicer to her now)

and delwin kept on insisting on how much he missed, saira and insisted my real name is ribena
oh well.

and arvin came late from his sports' school trials.
hhmmm, will he make it?

oh well
this time, saturday morning wasn't spent, throwing books around, pleading people, who have done their homework, cos this time, i didmine.
yay

and came home, did 10 pages of math and gave up, repeatedly asking my self if i was serious on mugging, with exhaustion still hanging on my eyelids.
The great thing about losing quarter finals is that, well now i get to rest.

GOODBYE, 5 day staying back school days, with countless undone homework, black circles around eyes, and butterflies.
And oh well, nicholas quah.

that cute little thang.
And i realised how much of my life i lost in the past ( counting), 8weeks.

only 400 text messages for 21 days.
when the original was what, 700?
and suddenly i have 50 notifications of facebook
and no one's commenting on photos.
and i have hungt out at parkway for weeks!

its time to get it back.
(:

well, i'll fix up this page for now.
toodles!

hey(:

2009-01-24T23:48:00.000-08:00

yay.'m suffering from lack of oxygen!
hahahaha

well now i'm doing chemistry and i'm clueless about blogging now.
sadly i don't see the point of it anymore.
maybe i should blog with pictures!

yeah, shall put my old camera to use till the new one comes along in june!
(well, let's just hope my results are pleasant enough)

I'm writing a new song!
it has god in it.
but well i can't disclose too much ;)
haha,

well tmrw and tuesday's holiday
i miss sch :(
but chem/phy will greet me with quizzzes.
so i shall use these 3 days,best.

brother has headed to bangkok
and i miss his gayness.( but i managed to sneak in a dove chocolate into his clothing. with the wrapper intact of course)
Andy, well , is too busy with his new ipod.

it's so funny to see adults trying to figure out technology!
hahah he spent like an hour registering his product on the Apple Website.
i would LOVE to sync his ipod with the other (bangkok brother's)
one.
muahahaha.

oh well.
i shall post some pictures when i'm bored enough and the pictures are recent enough!
yay!

tc,everyone
liveloveLAUGH!
life's pretty short for just stressing about how pathetic it is to live in textbooks.
doodle in them if you need to for some sizzle!
just don't write your crush's name in your homework so hard, you can't erase when you're handing it up

it has happened to me, and it's scary.
but oh well. isn't that some sizzle in life?

maybe for now, pereira's gonna be good help. ( my heart's beating rhythmically. hint hint)
bless and pray!

you're loved.
remember that(:

R

2008-12-31T19:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPPYYNEWYEARRRRRR!

OMG! IT'S 2009
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ahaha, the excitement of it all.
I swear next year, i'll spend it this earth's-revolution-completing-moment at esplanade to watch gorgeous fireworks.

cos midnight and bhangra nights and drinking as hell- parties are too cliche!
muahahahaha!
maybe i'll have 5 people, and we'll goooo partyyyyyyyy! with guitars and ice cream on the supreme court grounds!
yeah!

oh god,
the new year resolutions.
one year, but not this year, i hope to have none.
but this year, i want to'

1) Live,love and laugh! and have a blast stronger in school than the one i had in 2008
2) okay, get a little slimmer, lose 3 dress sizes? or 8 kilos.
3) make 2009 more memorable!( esp, making my birthday a little more special)
4) try to forget everyone who meant nothing to me,( i don't mean to sound,rude,bitchy, or emoooo but youknow, i wanna make space for MOREEEEEEE loved ones!)
5) welcome myself back to toronto

YAYYYYYYYYYY!

Prepare for the worst and hope for the best :D
WOO!

party everyone today!
but report 7.30 am to school, sharp
mdm lenny will waiting ( muahahahaha!)

hahahah

you're loved,
Rah! ( growl!)

;)

90s' baby ;)

2008-12-04T22:16:00.000-08:00

1.Put your iTunes/Ruckus/Napster/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Unfaithful - Rihanna

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Ajab Si
HAHAHAHA!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
HEY YA - Outcast

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Shine - Laura Marling :)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Ni Nachleh
HAAAA!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Pumpkin Soup - Kate nash
i'm not a tramp!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Night Air - Teddy Geiger

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson
loll

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sweet Darling - Between The trees
awwwww!!!

WHAT IS 2+2?
No Tomorrow - Orson

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
RULE BREAKER! -Ashlee Simpson
hahaha,,,

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Gravity -Sara barreilles/ Harder to breathe - Maroon5
either way, it rocks :D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
remembering Sunday - All time Low Ft Juliet Simms

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Goodnight - Maroon 5

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Don't Lie - Black Eyed Peas

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
UR SO GAY ( woah) - Katy Perry

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hey hey ,

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Like A Star - Corinne Bailey Rae

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Nicest Things - Kate Nash
(hahahah, trueeee)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Shit Song - Kate Nash
(:DD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Anything But Ordinary - Avril Lavigne
( TRUE!)

WHAT DO YOU REGRET?
Labon Ko ? ?! noooo

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
7 things ( hahahaa!)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Don't - Kelly Clarkson

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Love Story - katharine Mcphee
yay!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
SexyBack - Justin Timberlake
hahahah

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Me & You - Cassie
uh-ohhhh.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Say - John mayer
what the buck?

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Spiralling - Keane
it gets dizzy okay.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
90s' baby - Karina

Shuffle it ,baby

2008-11-23T01:39:00.000-08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today?
Friday Night (hahah)

Will you get far in life?
Lose it (yeah!)

How do your friends see you?
Like A Star (awwwwwww)

Will you get married?
CrushCrushCrush!

What is your best friend's theme song?
No Time For Tears( yes honey)

What is the story of your life?
Come Home

What was high school like?
She was waiting For Mr.Right, He was thinking Right now! (hahahahah,typical high school)

How can you get ahead in life?
Be Be Your Love

What's the best thing about your friends?
Changing Skies?

What's in store for this weekend?
Disturbiaa! (HAHA)

Describe your grandparents.
Tere Naal (hahah)

How's your life going?
Dangerously In Love (ohhh)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Face Down (hell no)

How does the world see you?
Ik Dagga

Will you have a happy life?
Say What You Need To Say.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Beautiful Mess ;)

How can you make yourself happy?
Look After You

What should you do with your life?
Where'd You Go?

What song would you strip to?
Do without (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!)

What does your mum think of you?
Love Bug (OMG!)

What is your deep, dark secret?
Dickhead (loll)

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Tyrant ( yeahhh,b*tch)

What's your personality like?
Bleeding Love (aww)

What song will be played at your wedding?
For You I will

AWWWWWWWW! hahahah that's just sweet.

2008-11-23T00:50:00.000-08:00

God
Please quit your job
So I can be free

Cos There are these people around me
who are not the most friendly
but killing them would make you punish me

so god,( pleaselord!)
quite your job
so I can be free,
literally

new song muchh?! haha
I like my witty songs nowadays
2 days back,wrote one about mothers.

i shall do a survey now
taa!

what's up lonely?

2008-11-17T23:07:00.000-08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
* Doesn't everyone?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
*Maybe i would. Age is not a boundary right. Not everyone is an immature bastard. But i'd prefer older for now.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
* See, the thing is i'ma hopeless romantic, so if i really let myself get swept away by this one guy, i'll wait for his return forever, cos no one else can do that to me.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
* I'll seriously donate half of it to kids' foundations. i can't stand kids washing themselves with water from the toilet. I can't. ALL kids deserve the best. I can't see pain in them. And then the rest, i'll shop, invest some gorgeous properties in. & bank some.

5.Would you fall in love with your best friend?
* my love has to be my best friend. I'm gonna live with him for the rest fo my life. I must be able to talk to him as hell, without even thinking.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being able to be loved by someone is just sweet.

7. List out 5 favourite things that u like + 3 things of yourself & 5 favourite things:

a) music
b) my guitar
c) kids
d) physics
e) flowers

3 things about the ravishing Ravin:
a) I love chocolates,like seriously (you can get me loads of chocolates instead of diamonds really).
b) Music is everything to me
c) i have a soft heart. I need happiness in everyones' lives

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
* music has. and everyone around :) oo and also food!

10. What makes you sad?
hahaha taare zameen par .

.11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
*I'll be a woman, prolly making music still, and living my adulthood to the fullest cos it'll end really fast i think.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
*My family and besties.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
* food!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
*married.

15. What is your favourite colour?
* fuschia

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
* hahahaha, now would i go looking for a new man if i already had found one? that'll be interesting. HEHEHEH,

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
* If I love him that much, maybe. But please don't do SOME STUPID things! C'MON!

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
* whats up cutie?

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends ,which will you choose?
don't you do that to me, GOD!

20. Will you fall in love soon?
uh, I don't know?

so keep your love lockdown.

2008-11-13T21:14:00.000-08:00

There,There, new post.

Holidays just suck full stop.
I'm stoning as hell,faceboooking all day long and annoying my mum so much that she screams all vulgarities.

weeee!
As least today, I have a party to attend.
But i hate dressing up.
hell.
Let's just hope, someone like dil,saira, or even by chance anita turns up!
or parveen, sharmeel,!

hahhahah, Wow, I miss anita like hell, haven't talked and seen her in a while.
damn. and she's grown more gorgeous too.

& Narin is too busy with biology.
How does someone survive studying that everyday?
well narin can!
maybe i just post random pictures of her, :DD
went temple yesterday, saw dilmeet!
and I thought I was the only forced-religious one, who sacrificed sleep
but going temple at 3am like andy is cooler i think :DDD

wahhh so bored,maybe i should do my chemistry homework eh?
maybeeee not.
I shall go annoy my dad and screaming "i wanna go australiaaaa!!!!!" over the phone.
or manchester like he promised.

somewhat encouraging of rodrigo too.
hahahaha, well i shall post some pictures and just go, or maybe post a bulletin or two.
taaaa!

2008-10-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

OMG chin!

I ddin't realise that yvonne fits every description of my perfect man ( uhhh ohhhh_
but still i'm not ,what-you-think ahhh!
you should see my turned on self with rodrigo ( ohhhhhhhhhhhhh)

damn i'm missing school already and 31st october is gonna hit home straight ( halloween)
esp when I missed that party last year on november 4th

which had someone, sorry. no specifications ( blahhhhh)
oh god I wanna be in2e5 again, seriously our class hands down rocked.
we were fun,light yet serious when time asks for it, and soo supportive for anything
just kinda sucks in singapore when every 2 years now, you change the classroom population
it's like moving to awhole different country!

new people, new strategic placing, new presidents ( in this case, teachers), new neighbours, new class deco and worst of all, new job ( in this case subjects!)
which kill singaporean students every bit more I must say.

god, help.
need to go now, candles ARE HOT!
hahaha
cheese!

Baby tonight i 've got a question for you ( rodrigo possebon)

2008-10-18T22:36:00.000-07:00

Who wakes up at seven ona sunday?
Seriously, NOT me,clearly.

Dad tried for one hour trying to get my sleepy soul and diguisted period-fied body from sleep.
I hate periods full stop.

yuckyyy feeling here it goes.

Anyways, I feel much better with a dose of green apple bubble tea.
What couldn't just cool you down other a good ol` bubble tea.
yummmmmm,

godd, I just challenged Alan something, to crazy taxi and lost ( god damn whoever you are)
But I still mamnaged to earn what 8000 of fake money onto my fake bank account

oh why oh why I hate that "fake" adjective.

I went temple-ing today and there i found out what a whore my mum is, for cameras that is.
(lollll)

but she kept giving spastic faces to my phone camera when I was actualling returning text messages.
Wierdo - but my mum what ( :D)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYASYA!
enjoy enjoy enjoy!

you just left your 13 years for some more wisdom (huha)

damnn, I love old 97s', grrrrrrrr.
but not as grrrrrrr as my rodrigo possebon ( WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
why lah, he gets me hyped up, that guy is lucky to be able to dothat to me.
I guess I love

1) curly/ slightly long hair on a guy is HOT (esp when you can pull off a headband)
2) fairness yummmm
3) I have a thing for guys with relatively small eyes, since I need to try harder to look into their soul ( remember? your eyes are way to your soul ?)
4) lean bodies~!!!!! - I hate those bufffy "men" aka ronaldo? yeaheyah
5) strong arms are HOT! lean and strong ones with definition on the lower arm is soo hot 9that's why I find so nick jonas' so appealing,- his arms are so fine to be held in)

wow, and unsurprisingly, all of them are found in rodrigo pereira possebon ( WEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
and so he's a major major major majorrrrr turn on.

TURN ON!

seriously, but since he's become a football player,he'll prolly land himself a supermodel/stripper girl, who's naked photos can easily be found on the net.
woops,

and she'll party with him like hell and spill too much money.
typical football players,
and somewhat I still can't resist that fellow.

dude,don't let me down with such stereotypical activities?
be a real man, could you and go for a sensible person.

someone like posh becks is fine really but no strippers and crap like that?
9 how I just wish it could EVER be me :((( reality sucks)

anyways, lunch's home so I need to stuff up.
TEEDAH!

enjoy

have a lil faith in me

2008-10-18T04:01:00.000-07:00

sooo my results,out.
relatively well ( pats her head)
!

hahah, i'm trying my hardest to get my satellite transmition ( if that's how you spell it)
across to saira, but apparently singtel is sucha bitch that it's not quite possible.

i need a starhub line!!!!!!!
got my cellphone, back,though and I'm trying to convince the human bank ( dad) to higher his bill expectations from me, ( heeeeh)
What? it's not everyday you get " dad please higher those expectations, so it's easier for me to meet them" from your kids right!?

it's a dreamt about quote!

anyway, I need money to town to shop at mooks, apparently my much-loved hoodie hasn't gotten off the racks yet, guess it's waiting for meeeeeeeee!

hahahh, goddd, this week is so wasted ( the sit-on-your-couch-and-watch-telly-till-you-want-to-sleep-kind0wasted)

I miss my stressed out life, really,.
The speed in my brain has just slowed down so bad.

yesterday i was at serangoon gardens to return dvds at video ezy, and as a slow idiot i am,
I happily waited outside the store until my brother in the car had to give me a signal ( which was in a normal person's brain, to come out within a second of reaching the place), and then when i gave my dvds back, i simply got lost in thinking that the look on the guy's face signalled me to " uh,you can go now"

& i get out, embarrassed and my dearest brother screams " are you fucking stupid or something"
and my brain just got too slow to give a comeback.
you see!
I miss my stressed out life!
song verses came out faster, melodies developed faster, comebacks were faster and wittier, and my body fat percentage was WAY lower, not to forget, well I just did :S

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,.

& well narin K. ( by her facebook name)
might just want to kill me, since me and andy ( her dearest boyf 4EVER /sadly my brother ,tsk tsk ( well not that sadly, since he's such a coolio)) screwed up her facebook info,
by changing her marital status ( hear wroars from gerii and charmaine was crying over the fact she wasn't invited, along with anger spurts from maxane since she was told that she would get the chance to plan the wedding) yes from single narin had turned married in the matter of a minute. WROARRR!

technology is so advanced nowadays.
then we changed her college resume to something more vrumm,
some mushy stuff and also then creating an occupation, " personal secretary." grrr, i hear

HAHAHAH, wooo.
fun night must say.

I guess i must chheck my facebook cos I feel a sense of poking going on.
"please facebook, don't get a halloween horror special with knives and blood"
PLEASE! cos I know it will have me involved with narinder kaur.

AHHHHHHH!

didn;t go sch on friday, life's too good.
it was checking of scripts for mother tongue so i hecked it.

wowwowowow

so to end my long entry, I say TAA!
enjoy the special news.
GAGA, rodrigo possebon is a hottie who makes so nottie ( OKAY, mushy!)
YUCK, i can't believe i just said that.

eeeee.anyways i just did and laziness forbids me from deleting that.
soo taa, sisters and readers

BYEEEE

2008-09-06T04:26:00.000-07:00

okayyy, so i've changed the address, but i don't think it'll do much difference

.hahaha,HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPI!I'VE MADE IT OFFICIAL

!AHAH HE'S 25,!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!omggggg, stay young and fit and gorgeous brother :)hhahaha, my wishes remain on the net so it's FOREVERRRR :DDDDD

2008-09-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

okay i'mtexting the blog